Life’s Muses

urghhhh, its raining again, been raining 4 de past 3 days, looks like i m not going to sleep again tonite, feeling a bit light headed already, hmmmmm…it looks like i m going to break my record of not sleeping for more than 48 hours, still feeling restless whenever it rains after all this past few years…gawd, has it been dat long, how times seems to fly n yet at de same time seems to b going so fast also…..jotting dis down, i recall my close friends opinions dat i have changed,…..changed?in wat sense?physically?mentally?spiritually?….hmmm, now dat i m alone with my thoughts, i wld say dat i HAVE changed…..n wat had wrought this change?Surroundings?Peer influence?Life experience?Nah, it doesn’t really matters, the cloud will always go where the wind blows….but if dere is 1 thing dat i have learnt n dat i regret dat i didn’t learn it sooner is that in this world, things are not simply divided into black and white, it is more towards grey, metaphorically speaking, life is not always right or wrong, sometimes we have to take the murky path although it may seems wrong at de 1st place, in the end hopefully we will be proven otherwise…the end justified the means as they say…..during the course of our life sometimes we will b face with choices that are hard to make n de our choice may not seem to b de correct one, but in the end if we continued to blv in ourselves, i m sure that life will prove dat our choices  r rite one of these days….hmmmmm, i think i m rambling again:P …rain rain go awayyyyyyy

If u were to think dat nowadays shopping at de supermarket is safe, then beware…..I was shopping at Tesco and while walking along de aisle, i make the cardinal sin of not looking left n right before i cross to de next aisle. I was promptly bang on de left side by a trolley n only just narrowly managed to avoid the one of the right. Both of these trolleys were driven by two demented kids with fire in their eyes and blood on their lips…..without nary a word of apology, these kids then proceeded to use the trolleys as their mode of transport….i shudder to think how it will be one of these days when they r old enough to drive on the roads….god save us and pemandu pemandu jalanraya yang tidak bersalah…Aminnnnnnn 

If u are a frequent goer to the bank like i am especially Maybank, u will tend to notice dat dere are some ppl who r really very mafan n irritating especially when dere is a long q behind them….the 3 things that really riles me are :

1) X withdraw money from de ATM, de balance was displayed on the screen and the balance receipt was printed on. X after looking at de screen and de balance receipt then proceeded to insert his ATM card again so that he/she can check his balance again. For Christ sakes man, if u were to have millions in ur bank i wld understand, but doing all this 4 just a few crummy hundreds….Pfttt

2) B am using de cash deposit machine. 1 of the notes was rejected. B then tried to insert the rejected note again. This will be repeated 4 at least 4 times. Failing to do so, B will then try to magically turn his palm into an iron and the ATM screen into an ironing board. B will then proceeded to use his energy saving palm cum iron to smooth the note so dat it will b accepted by the machine. Only when dis failed will then B used his bright brain to finally take out his wallet n to try a different note.

3) the suspiscious 1 dat b4 using de ATM will look around 1st, looking at every1 as if they r using a panty hose on their head, after satisfying himself\herself dat dere is no panty hose on any1 head then proceeded to hunch over de ATM, making sure dat dere only thing u can see is his/her backside only, only the will he/she start to use the ATM….

If dere were a group of people with blond colored hairs nearby you, prepare your ears to be assaulted by the Cibai n de Lancau words continously…..Its a guarantee that u will definitely hear these Bengs utter these profanity continously in their conversations. Once, i took de liberty of counting how many times a group of 4 Bengs that was sitting near by me when i was having my lunch. In the span of less than 20 minutes, the C word was uttered 35 times and de L word was uttered 23 times. Even in the cyber cafe, u can hear these young Bengs cursing C n L as if it is nobody’s business….4 de life of me i really cannot understand how they can stand calling each other Cibai n Lancau…imagined if some1 were to keep calling u Cibai n Lancau to your face continously, de last time that happen to me, i screw my friend kau kau n ask him whether his father n mother nvr teach him properly….But i guess u cannot really blame him bcoz i realised dat after going to his house his parents also dua kali lima…sigh, de parents also keep using curse words, no wonderlar ppl say ‘kalau tak dipecahkan ruyung, manalar dapat buyungnye.’(at least i think it sound like dat)

Been learning how to play de keyboard from watching how ppl play and through de internet….learning basic stuff 1st by trying how to play  de song Michael  Rows De Boat to Shore:P….hopefully  will b able to play Now n  Forever n Happy Birthday  by end of this month. As usual when something has caught my attention, i will b caught up in it until time flies without me realising it…4 now i m one of the pencemar bunyi in my house…hehehehehe…dis is definitely more interesting than learning Mandarin n kicking wooden planks in karate….hahahahahah i guess now it is payback time for my brother who tortured me last time with his ghastly  violin  practice last time….muahahahahaa