Life’s Muses

I decided to move out from de room dat i m staying in…..its been quite hard to sleep dere any longer due to the benda kotor dere….ppl might say dat i m hallucinating but as long as i know wat i know 4 me its enough….de 1st time i experienced it was when i feel sumthing was sitting on my chest n thus making me inmobile, de 2nd occurence was when i heard a female voice talking icky icky thing behind me while i was sleeping on my bed sideways,3 rd occurence was when i suddenly feel like i m drowning…i can accept all this but after yesterday case, where while i was sleeping, i was awakened by sumthing scratching my head. At 1st i thought i was dreaming but then de persistent scratching grew n i opened up my eyes to scold watever was doing it. Yuck, to my ultimate disgust, it was  a damm rat dat was chewing on my hair….Eewwwww, supernatural can stand, but rat, no way, yuck, really disgusting n dirty damm rat….most ppl wun blv wat i m writing i guess or might even think i have gone cuckoo, but i dun blame them bcoz every1 is entitled to their own opinion….

Was looking forward to watching this show bcoz  of the preview that was shown…..But as always, ‘indah khabar dari rupa." This movie totally lacks a story line n seem that it belongs more in the Bollywood category rather than de Hollywood category….watching the action sequence makes one feel like u r watching a Saturday cartoon….come on lar man….how come a group of supposely highly trained soldiers can miss shooting two ppl in a confined space n they were not even dodging the bullets…Hmmmmm…i think the title should b more aptly titled Mr n Mrs Rambo….de only thing dat i feel during and after the movie is to shoot the 3 MF who were so kind as to let the cinema smell their lovely socks…..    

For those of u dat r not in the know, Mozilla is not Godzilla relative:p…Mozilla is a web browser that is not affliated with Microsoft and it is and excellent alternative to using IE. I have just started using it this past few days n i find dat performance wise it is so muchhhhhh better than IE. Dere is no problem of opening a few browsers at 1 go bcoz unlike IE it doesn’t gobble up memory space. Another cool  thing bout it, is the excellent security system. I find dat using Mozilla, spywares r not dat much  installed in the  pc compared to using IE. This  is due  to the afore mentioned security system plus Mozilla is not targeted as much as IE. All this translate to a faster n better internet browsing 4 urs truly…Kudos to the Mozilla team……n the good news n  music to the ears 4 Malaysian is dat, Mozilla is freeeeee   

Heard this song on de radio, certainly bring backs de memories:)….Changes comes, changes wrought, but i guess certain things dun change…

Bryan: I Finally Found Someone, Who Knocks Me Off My Feet;
Bryan: I Finally Found The One Who Makes Me Feel Complete…
Barbara: It Started Over Coffee, We Started Out As Friends;
Barbara: It’s Funny How From Simple Things; The Best Things Begin…
Bryan: This Time Is Different;
Barbara: La La La La
Bryan: It’s All Because Of You!..
Bryan: It’s Better Than It’s Ever Been;
Together: Cuz We Can Talk It Through;
Barbara: My Favorite Line Was "Can I Call You Sometime?";
Barbara: It’s All You Had To Say…
Together: To Take My Breath Away…

Together: This Is It!
Together: Oh, I Finally Found Someone; Someone To Share My Life;
Together: I Finally Found The One - To Be With Every Night;
Barbara: Cause Whatever I Do
Bryan: It’s Just Got To Be You!
Together: My Life Has Just Begun, I Finally Found Someone…

Bryan: Did I Keep You Waiting?
Barbara: Body and Mind
Bryan: I Apologize
Barbara: Baby, That’s Fine
Bryan: I Would Wait Forever
Together: Just To Know You Were Mine;
Bryan: Ya Know - I Love Your Hair…
Barbara: Are You Sure It Looks Right?
Bryan: I Love What You Wear…
Barbara: Isn’t It Too Tight?
Bryan: You’re Exceptional!
Together: I Can’t Wait For The Rest Of My Life…

Together: This Is It!
Together: Oh I Finally Found Someone; Someone To Share My Life,
Together: I Finally Found The One; To Be With Every Night…
Barbara: Cause Whatever I Do
Bryan: It’s Just Got To Be You
Together: My Life Has Just Begun; I Finally Found Someone…
Barbara: And Whatever I Do.
Bryan: It’s Just Got To Be You!
Barbara: My Life Has Just Begun…
Together: I Finally Found Someone…

I like to window shop….so nice walking around seeing things on sale while munching on some tidbits. If i feel stressed up then usually i will have a walk around any shopping malls. My favourite is Sungai Wang due to its plethora of items under one roof, i could walk around it 4 hours…hehehee de only thing dat limit my time dere is de car park charges which charges by de way which means i can’t stay dere too long….dere were one time dat i went dere 4 four hours becoz i was waiting 4 a vendor to deliver his goods…..so to pass my time i walk around the Golden Triangle area until my friend who were following me cannot stand oledi till he vomitted….what a wuss he is….if dere’s one thing i learnt bout shopping is u dun bring guys to shop if u r planning to spend more than an hour at de mall bcoz they will start to complain n shopping wise, they sucks bcoz they will only give their opinion on an item when the item had already been purchased…typical conversation among guys shopper" wat do u think of this shirt?" "ok" B said…so u paid 4 de item n after the transaction had been made, B will said…."Aiyoh y did u buy dat shirt? de color n design so ugly." And then B will continue to give his oh so wonderful opinion and opinion after opinion will gush out of his mouth. By the time he is finished u will start to wonder y oh y did u buy de shirt……I experienced this so many times with my guys friends dat nowadays i will only bring them go shopping with me if dere is something heavy to carry…muhahahahaa… 

These past few days i decided to improve my chinese so i had begin conversing in Chinese with my friends to their utter amusement….De Chinese language is a hard language to learnt unlike BI or BM. This is in due to the need for us to correctly pronounce de words correctly else as one chinese saying says" the emperor can become a goat." Sumtimes i wonder y izzit dat when my friends talk y didn’t their mouth twist n turn to from de words….Case in point, i was pretty confident in my Chinese so i decided to order my food in Chinese. "Uncle wa yau tar pau, kei wat ta e ker."Hmmmm…so far so good…ok i like chillies so much so i decided to order chillies a lot too, so i said "Uncle, kei wa lancau hern tuo ah." De uncle look at me weirdly n my fren burst out laughing…apparently, my pronunciation came out as lancau which is a swear word…the chilli word in Chinese is nearly de same as the swear word…..Another thing about is de Chinese language is u cannot translate it directly from English to Chinese verbatim n vice versa…This i learnt to my chagrin when i was asking my friend whether he wanted to eat mata kuching…."Ni yau cher yan jing mao tak?….sigh….de Chinese language is soooooooooooo complicated…….      

2day while window shopping i saw such a lovely sight….dere was this 1 old couple walking in front of me,de lady was quite frail n was walking slowly, she was asking her husband to walk 1st then the husband just smile at her n then took her hand and walk beside her n say dat’s its ok. De two of them were walking hand in hand together n smiling contently just like it was their 1st date. Then de husband asked his wife to sit at a chair nearby while he go n get some ice cream. De sight of the 2 of them sitting side by side at the chair and chatting n smiling amiably at each other makes it very easy 2 c dat although they may look old but their love 4 each other is definitely is a strong as ever….Kudos to them n may god bless them with everlasting health n may they b together in the kingdom of heaven where they certainly belong…..

I think i m cursed……last time when i went to c a medium, the guy told me dat i will face difficulty when i m in my 25th year, to which i secretly laugh at the absurdity of it. A few months later i follow my fren to c another medium, a female n she said exactly the same thing to me n which i derisively snort n say in my head yalar tu……now i m in my 25th year n lately a lot of suwey things happen. I lost my hp, then i got serious food allergy, got sick, my car goes kaput, the aircon goes kaput, Astro overcharged me by $300 n i tore my favourite pant while playing soccer…but still i was not convinced n say Nah, it’s just coincendence n nway i m always suwey in the month of May…was so glad that it is finally June but WTF, 2day when i took my car i realised sum1 had bang my car at the side, whoever dat person is he seriously need to get his eyes check coz for Christ sakes my car is white in color….Nvm it could b worse, so i decided to n have breakfast…reach de stall n went out of my car n promptly step in a damm deep hole n twist my ankle, nvm i say could b worst coz i could have easily had broken my leg also after realising how deep de hole was…no more appetite so decided to head back home, almost run over an idiot excuse 4 a human on a bike dat think his father own de road….luckily nuthin happen n no car sapu me also, ok decided that it is definitely time to head back home, hmmm… home should b safe, mayb go n play my PS2, went up n 2 my chagrin found out dat my fren’s dog piss on my original PS controller n now it is spoiled…..decided to head into my room to take a nap, woke up an hour later feeling refreshed, got down from my bed n Krackkk, i realised dat i had step on my new specs n now 1 lens is broken…..i wonder since my lens is made of mirror does this means dat i will have 7 years of bad luck…… sigh……….2day i definitely learnt sumthing n dat is…..no matter wat happen it could had been worse…but just 4 safety sake i will go n pray 2day:)

Went out 2day 2 lepak with my friend who brought a girl, was suprised but didn’t think much about it until seeing de way they behave which suggests to me dat they r only friends my foot! Oh God,this sucks coz i know his real gf n she always thought dat he loves her very much….now i know y he suddenly ask me out, i m pretty sure that the bugger use me as an excuse for his excursion…sighhhh…must put new rule 2day dat must not get to know any of  my frens gf coz when this type of shit happens u will b caught in a bind…Sumtimes i dun understand this ppl, got ppl luv u but still must go n menggatal then when the thing break out n de gf wan to break, come n cry, drink n smoke, kinda hard to feel pity 4 them, when i scold them, ppl say i cold hearted n not understanding….even while i write this i can picture my female frens saying in a collective voice, "u all guys r always like this." Sumtimes i feel dat the problem among guys and girls is they tend to stereotype guys n girls. Guys will alwys b potrayed as unsensitive, sex starved etc etc whereas the girls r always potrayed as too emotional, talk A but means B etc etc….De phrase dat i m so used to hear from both sexes is "Guys mah or Girls r always like dat" which IMHO tends to b too generalized. I have met guys who r so sensitive b4 n girls who r so independant minded b4 dat its always a pleasure to converse with them…As 4 me i believe dat regardless of guys or girls, it doesn’t matter to me as long as u b urself…